hella turnt after 12 hours of studying.
but really biochem is so cool but so much for my brain to take in in combo with microbio, history, physics blah
i honestly only have like 3 real friends and everyone else just associates with me when it’s convenient for them.
i got you babe!
sometimes i think about being really really honest about stuff in my life but then i just take shots instead and i feel like that’s a really healthy way to cope.
right????? RIGHT?!?!? RIGHT.
maybe you should call that therapist? lol
marcella and i had a great/weird adventure today
piercings and so many SO MANY awkward interactions with people that made us uncomfortable
this includes a 15 minute interaction at kroghetto with a 79 (almost 80 ) year old man that began with an explanation of partially dehydrogenated oils and trans fats and included him telling us about his close call with the cuban missile crisis, awards from kennedy, being in the front lines in korea, dreams of being a boxer, being happy he’s not a boxer, heart valve problems, gout, and meth addictions/labs/breaking bad which he refers to as breaking wind, his best friend who died from meth, who was also a talented poet, his other friend who has a phd in biochemistry, purines, and the conclusion that hes survived so far so the miniscule trans fat in the 0 trans fat hot chocolate he was buying probably won’t make a difference at this point.
oh my god
Why can’t I be honest with people omg stoppppppp textingggggg
now he’s snapchatting me noooooooo
HOW OBNOXIOUS IS THIS PERSON? is he for real? block him
Burst out crying in public again. Its that kind of day/week. Somebody get me a valium
:( :( :( we have cat valium at home, but idk if it’s safe for humans
i have a hydroxyzine hcl prescription i got refilled yesterday. it’s all good. although that’s just for bed time
a great way to annoy me more than you already have is to keep talking to me when i clearly want to be studying quietly.
SHOUT OUT TO MARCELLA FOR SAVING ME!
i literally had to fake a phone conversation with her to escape this kid at the imu.
sososos sleepy but must keep studying…i haven’t gotten to biochem yet…guess that’ll be tomorrow. microbio lab isn’t hard but i have to memorize all this crap about “which bacteria grew in what condition to what extent ” or the random steps of some obscure procedure i did weeks ago. and there are only 2 exams.
why is science so hard